orange impressions.

Thursday, August 18, 2005

5:34 pm<--doesn't it look ominous?

`argh.

i think im seriosuly screwing my life up.

i just dunno whats the bloddy problem with people la.

my family isnt helping much, esp my father. recently he's been so unreasonable that i just cant stand him. just now he said he hasnt seen me mug or do my work since i came home, and i was dilly-dallying around and blahblah cos i went to get tidbits, when in fact he was in the room all afternoon, and when he came out of the room i was bathing. i do not wish to elaborate further or i might take upa lot of time and space.

and also im like so fricking busy i havent had the time for anything else, except today.
im like balancing swimming, wushu, sports cap duties, tests, homework, class newspaper editor, social problems, unreasonable dadand troublemaking brothers.

to make things worse, exams are just next month.

and kenneth the dob. i seriously dunno what is his damn prob la. yesterday my YOUNGER brother, who is only p2, told me that the day before kenneth said to him," you and your brother FUCK la." i think one day i'll just whack him so hard he'll regret he ever was a brat. unfortunately when that day comes it would also be the day i get thrown out of the club by either my father or the committee.

i felt especially down during training yesterday. for a while only though.i went damn slow at first then went fast for some parts of the prog. i like couldnt be bothered to swim properly la. more likely i wasnt in the mood to. and lang left at 6.30. slacker! left me all alone. luckily leeziyang came.

oh and for midget im lifeguard with lang. at least they're considerate enough to give me a companion. if nobody drowns then we'll just be able to stone and burn.

the dawn is breaking
a light shining through
you're barely waking
and im tangled up in you

the greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do.